Musings before 30 ...

In the span of my not-so-experienced life, I have asked over and over what life is all about. The society has created its own standards I have so little concern for…mostly because much of it doesn't make sense to me. I believe at the end of the day, no matter how others would judge you, it is you and you alone who would solely be accountable for your own life…meaning to say- you create your own heaven and hell.

Life for me is a gift…a gift to experience…a gift to feel, see, touch, smell, taste…a gift to grow…to share...to love.. And as I've mentioned in my old posts, life is a gift that comes with…(Spider-man quote) Great Responsibility ! Because you see, we are all sharing one world…so we have to practice responsible living. Ha! Ha! Ha! Responsible living – don’t become a parasite! Parasites have their own part to play in the world and you have yours. Be a human being…be responsible…grow and share…

It is inevitable, and in fact, it is necessary for such a diverse human society to have a set of standards…rules and regulations…to create and enforce law! Whether I like it or not, I’m a subject to these standards, but it doesn't mean I cannot question them. Cultural, Societal, Governmental Standards…who created all of these? You see you have to constantly question, even religious standards. Once you follow blindly, you are in trouble; but once you question, you are socially castrated. Ha! Ha! Ha! What can I say, we are still evolving and our race is comparatively young against…well…the whole universe.

Isn't it interesting? To be reminded that we are just a speck in the vastness of this space?

Once you step out of that centered consciousness rooted in this realm…this society… can you feel it? That despite death, you are eternal? That- “Energy cannot be destroyed, only transformed”. That you are part God, alpha and omega which creates and recreates.

Snap! Snap! Let’s go back to earth.

What I know right now, is that, this world can use more idealists who are willing to work courageously for what is true and good. And you can start right where you are, you don’t need to go up to the mountains. You can start by being kind…by being polite…with your own family , right where you are.

I have a bad temper. I don’t get angry easily but when I do…I transform. Well I’m not proud it. I’m learning.

I was told that I should focus my energy and just do one thing because obviously I don’t have all the time in the world. So many things to do, so little time. I’m like a bunny rabbit bouncing off walls. I’m always sugar high. Do I need a mature man to stabilize and ground me? I don’t know. For now, I will stay sugar high. I tried being grounded.

There is so much work to do. I'ts not easy to do the right thing...specially when it's summer and all you want to do is bask under the sun...wear bikinis and all. ha! ha! ha!

Wow ! First time I wrote something so long again ! Snap! Snap!