Thursday, September 11, 2014

The Bravest thing I've done so far



I did go back to performing fully; and
all my students did so well, and still continuous to reap the fruits of our labor up to this date.

I told myself over and over that I don't want to be a part of something that doesn't make sense anymore...and I did just that..I left the relationship.

What next?
It's not easy to turn my back away from a relationship I valued so much, and a career I've worked hard on. But I really don' t see the sense in staying in a relationship that is not working...it wasn't healthy for me anymore.And you see without a relationship, I have no more reason to stay in the country.

Leaving the relationship just opened up the whole world for me.
And a whole New world of possibilities. =)
I'm closing this blog and starting Anew.

This Philippine Trip is for the Family.

Opening a new blog
http://nabrissa.blogspot.com/

The Rebirth

 I'm pursuing my authentic self in full force. And when  I say authentic it means "weird" in layman's term. Ha! ha! ha! Yes, I'am weird , artistic, and creative...I'm now learning to accept and embrace that part of myself. I will no longer try to "fit in". I would like to be a part of the spiritual movement while I'm here.

I pray and cleanse every morning.

And I've been holding on to trees and touching leaves and flowers...and watching birds...and it'w wonderful....

The fun part is, my brothers bird watch as-well

It's fun being around my siblings because we share common traits...

I'm also at the midst of gathering my songs...

And I feel very empowered and at peace with myself....

Time stops when I write and sing...

It is not something I force myself to do...
I got shortlisted for the song writer scholarship =D

I met a wonderful caring man who moves things as fast as his love for fast cars....which is a good thing because it shows that he knows what he want;  and I on the other hand, also knows what I want in life . Yes, I want to settle down and have kids...in due time.







And I have time... I have time to pursue my craft in the Philippines. To do my charity work. To learn the ways of a domesticated life.  I would like to know how to manage a house. I'm doing well so far. I've started cooking breakfast for my little brother, clean house, attend to the dogs and all of that stuff. Yes! I'm learning "wife" skills.
 Yes, this is happening!


I've gone full indie!



The Breakfast I prepared